Earlier this week, I shared a few tensions that come with serving in a small church.
If you serve in a small church, you understand tension. You can’t get away from it. Truthfully, ministry anywhere comes with tension regardless of the size of your church. But the tensions in a small church are unique and are worth a fresh look.
The three tensions in Monday’s post reflect ministry realities: tensions that affect how you do ministry.
These three are personal realities: tensions that affect how you feel about leadership, your gifts, and your legacy. In many ways, the ministry tensions pass. You learn to live with them.
But the tensions below can break you.
They can invite doubt and fear.
They can make you want to quit.
1. Leadership
This tension is a tension about boundaries vs. intimacy. Here’s what I mean:
A friend of mine used to pastor a church in the Sandhills of Nebraska. If you don’t know where that is, you’re not alone. 🙂 Being a city guy, he didn’t understand the tension of boundaries vs. intimacy until one day it smacked him in face.
During his early weeks at his new church, he decided to visit some of the congregational leaders. In northwest Nebraska, where towns are 90 miles apart, this takes a certain level of commitment. He decided to stop by Tim’s house, a deacon in the church. Tim lived 40 miles away. On a ranch. Not a neighbor in sight.
Pulling into Tim’s driveway, the pastor noticed that no one was home. He knocked on the door, but to no avail. “Oh well,” he thought. “I’ll catch up with him later.”
When the pastor got home, he was surprised to find a message waiting for him on his answering machine (remember those?). The message was from Tim. Returning Tim’s call, curiosity got the best of him. He asked: “Tim – if you don’t mind – how did you know I stopped by? I didn’t leave a note and your neighbor is five miles down the road.”
Tim’s answer shocked him.
“I noticed your tire tracks from your car in my driveway.”
Tire tracks. Whoa.
BAM! The pastor who had been used to boundaries in his urban environment was now faced with the intimacy that comes with serving in a small church. Things you thought were private are now known facts. Boundaries evaporate. Intimacy is there whether you asked for it or not.
2. Influence
Everyone wants to be a visionary these days. Personally, vision is highly overrated. At least it’s grossly miss-applied.
We’re told that leadership starts with vision. Our ability to see what’s down the road – a preferred future – a better reality. It’s our ability to execute that vision that builds influence in a church.
At least that’s what we’re told.
But I’m learning that influence doesn’t really work like that.
Influence works differently in the small church. Influence doesn’t start with vision – vision can actually hinder your influence. In the small church, influence starts with trust.
Trust is built on the 3T’s: team, time, and transparency. Building these postures into your ministry will eventually bring lasting influence. Over time. Later. When it’s earned. Long after you’d probably like it. But once this kind of trust is built, it’s usually got staying power.
Give me earned trust over a dynamic vision any day of the week.
3. Significance
Everybody wants to feel significant.
Not famous.
Not important.
But significant.
You want to do stuff that matters.
I used to have a really hard time going to pastor’s conferences. They kinda became a brag session. And, being in a small church at the time, I always felt like I had to bashfully bow the knee to men and women who had accomplished something great. I was just a baby. My church was just a baby church. One day – maybe one day – I’ll be a real pastor.
When we broke the 100 mark.
Or the 200 mark.
Or when I had a full-time salary.
Or when we (…fill in the blank…)
That kind of thinking can be poisonous to our souls.
In the small church, significance isn’t about size or scope.
It’s about saturation.
How well does your flock know you?
How well do you know them?
Are you fully present with them?
When have you wept, laughed, prayed, grieved, rejoiced with them?
Do they feel like you’re their pastor; leading them, supporting them?
Someone once said (this quote has actually been attributed to everyone from Teddy Roosevelt to Bob Dylan) that “Comparison is the thief of joy.” Spot on.
When it comes to leadership in the small church, you can’t alleviate tension. It’ll probably always be there. But here’s one idea that will help you manage it effectively:
God will never expect your church to be anything other than a more Christlike version of itself.
He doesn’t expect you to be the church down the street, the church you were 20 years ago, or the church you’ll be in 20 years.
Be faithful to where God has called you.
Hunker down.
Be present.
